If you ever saw her,
you'd think she'd have every thing in life.
Just a honest glow about her,
Though it's kinda funny.
How much hate she has inside,
Taken advantage of for advice.
Dark side hidden,
Keep on smiling so they won't know.
Such a helpful soul,
Always the one left behind.
Looking back with those eyes,
No one knows the despair inside.
She'll go and ask for help,
Left with just silence in the sky.
They came back with crying eyes,
Healing all the wounds away.
Felling batter they leave,
with out a phrase of goodbye.
Dark side hidden,
Keep on smiling so they won't know.
Such a helpful soul,
Always the one left behind.
Looking back wi
I need hope
but I am faced with desperation
I need love
but I am given yet more hatred
I need to feel whole
but I am nothing but broken
I need to look up
but all I can do is hang my head low
I need to breathe
but I keep suffocating
I need to live
but I keep dying a little more inside each day.
I'm trapped
In the worst
box.
And can't seem to escape
though I want to so badly.
In the box there's a river.
The box is that big.
I used to take its water
and drink it in a cup.
It was the best water I ever tasted.
So I dived in and drowned.
Don't worry,
I lived.
Until
I lost my cup
and the river spit me out of its waters
I tried to drink it again
by cupping it in my hands,
But it flowed through my
fingers.
So now I crouch by the shore
staring at my reflection
trying to find it in there.
Wondering if I'll ever taste
the water again.
The box I want to be trapped in.
But everything went................................w
I asked myself what Love was once or twice before.
And thought I knew everything about it.
"Love," I answered "is the force that pulls the world together and makes it spin."
I was right.
But knew so little.
You couldn't blame me I guess,
I was so small.
And then I found it.
Well, I guess you could say it found me.
"Hello," Love says.
I'm speechless.
"Hello?" he repeats.
"Uh...hi," I say.
"I'm not here to make the world spin, or to pull it together.
I'm here to grab you by the feet and hold you upside down"
Love says.
I give him a puzzled look.
I was confused.
I heard of Him doing this to decent people before.
We stare at eac
Deep inside the pit of my mind
Dwells a beast more hideous than you can find
During the day it patiently sleeps
Resting and waiting for its nighttime feast
When the moon shines it full light
The beast awakens for one full night
Prowling the darkness devouring humanity
But what it truly feeds on is my own sanity
My mind fills to the brim with red
As both of our thoughts are now wed
And his actions then become my own
When we sing a song of growls and groans
No one can know the terror I hide
The terror buried deep inside
No one can see the eyes of the beast
For they will know it is I who feasts